The` Golden Light Of Renewal` visualization is going well for me combined with my daily affirmation this week. However I've been drawn to reading a psalm before I go to bed , just by picking a random number. I love this part of the bible it reads like poetry to me and no matter what I'm feeling the number psalm I pick randomly is always` spot on` in sync with my mood and my need- absolutely magical. Sometimes we need to hold counsel with ourselves and this holy book does it for me right now. Plus I've been using a very modern bible whereby you do not have to try hard to interpret the meaning.
Everyone kept asking " when are you starting your next book Martha?" and my response was soon but i was'nt sure what soon met until Wednesdy morning between 1am and 5pm. For about 5 days before I had been waking up at about 2am and not being able to drop back to sleep until a couple of hours, but just thought nothing about it. I simply scanned the room just in case I had any spiritual visitors/ family (ghosts) and finally dropped off. But on Wednesday night at the same time I felt a strange tingling sensation down the right side of my body, which is the masculine side of us. I got up headed for my office which was just a dumping area for storage but had been cleaned out not by me but my partner two months ago. His exact words were " Martha you will have somewhere to write now".( So even a space had been forced upon me , created for me to write and still I had not acted upon it). I grabbed some A4 paper and wrote down a title and some chapter headings and began writing a letter to the reader as i did in `My Divine Self` which sets up the theme(s) that will be covered in the book. I felt quite elated and nervous all at the same time about the responsibility of sharing universal information with others; but humbled that spirit is using me as a scribe. I did say to spirit this is want I wanted to do and was committed to working with them. However at times the responsibility scares me and I stall and put off writing; because I really do not know what I might put down on paper even though my senses are telling me to act and other people! I now have ideas for several books, children stories and even a script keeps popping into my head? Must get busy.
So I guess my lesson this week is to trust, listen to my body, read the signs and not to put off what needs to be done and to start writing. As the psalms are doing it for me right now I shall quote something from it- number 20 just popped into my head( wish this ability would work for the lottery! However it did work once at the dog races. When I was a poor student back in my early 20s at the dog races for the first time with only £5.00 in my pocket to play with . I won 9 out of 12 races just by using random numbers that came into my head. I left the races with £300 and it would have been more but I gave some of my winnings away to my friends. However once I began sharing the numbers in my head with others I stopped winning! I offered to pay my father's waterbill and felt quite wealthly when I got back to university for a couple of weeks with all of this extra disposable income!)
Psalm 20 verse 1:(Taken from the New Century Version-The Holy Bible)
May the Lord answer you in times of trouble. May the God of Jacob protect you. May he send you help from his temple and support you from Mount Zion. May he remember all your offerings and accept all your sacrifices. selah May he give you want you want and make all your plans succeed, and we will shout for joy when you succeed and we will raise a flag in the name of our God. May the Lord give you all that you ask for.
Have a good week ,don't put off what needs to be done